Not to be Emo™️ or whatever but why the fuck is it so hard to find someone that matches my effort and loves me the way I need to be? I feel like I have some basic ass expectations and they are let down every. single. time. I know I don’t need anyone, but I just wanna experience a mutually obvious love. I just love, love. I need it to feel like I have purpose. And I don’t get it consistently from friends or family (not that I don’t appreciate them) so I just want one person I can’t count on, is that too much to ask for?